And as the summers ending the cold air rush your hard heart away. You were so condescending, and this is all that's left scraping paper to document. I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on. How can the one person that makes you most happy, make you the sadest? And it barely takes anything. One ruined night and i've turned back into my waterwork eyed self. You were so condescending. I'm so scared of losing the only person i've ever wanted to love. You brake one promise and you think its nothing big. But what you dont know is youre also braking something else. Something a lot bigger. Something a lot more important. And i dont know how many more times it can break before the pieces get too small for me to glue back together. But I probably will never stop trying to fix it. I am more unstable than i have ever been and i dont know what I'd do without you. Even if that means your once every three week get togethers... It keeps me hanging on.