Sometimes i like to randomly click an entry and read it. See back into that time i was writing it. And try to feel what i was feeling then. And it's strange. How much ive changed. how fast ive changed. How unaware i was that i was changing. I ended up randomly clicking an entry that was one year ago today. And as i read it, it seemed like that was exactly how im feeling right now. So much so, that i deleted the entry that i just wrote because it didnt do it justice. So to honor how im really feeling I'm going to re-post this quote i read because it still makes sense to me. "My love is like a tree the roots of which strike deeper year after year-- I have no way to uproot it." It has been over two years and nothing even compares.