Boy was i wrong about fridays. They can suck pretty bad. Everything that was planned last night all went to hell very quickly. I hope i don't die before another Friday passes. I'm gonna chill at home today. I don't want the stress of plans failing or making plans or anything else. Just relax, Stay in pj's. Sounds good to me. Love front: The plan i originally had i have discontinued. I think i'm giving up. I hate to say that.. but yeah. I had sort of an epiphany on the way back from the east end for the 4th time. I guess i kind of realized that theres really nothing attaching me to this person and i'm being very ridiculous to pretend that there is. So therefore i'm just going to try not to think about it. and not talk to them.. not try to hang out with them. Just get over it. Plain old cold turkey. The hard part is i have no one else to shift my attention to. To redirect to. That's alright. lame entry number 4309945 byebye