Exactly one month later... It's hard to explain. I truly havent felt like this before. The only other time it came close was a long time ago. And i was too young and naive to know exactly what i was feeling or what it meant. It's even harder to have these feelings and hide them. I dont want to reveal too much to him beacuse i understand that can be overwhelming and scary. But i cant confide in my friends what im feeling. They just judge. Anyways, he just left. It's stupid how i already miss him just because i know i wont see him for a while. But at the same time i want to miss him. I think another reason it's so intense is because i'm scared too. Anyone knows me i'm a self-confessed hater of relationships and anything that stays the same for too long. But i really wont mind him staying. I want him to... I told you he'd come back.