It seems like it never ever took this long to come up with a conclusion to a problem. And it definitely never seemed like every conclusion to every problem was unsatisfactory. But now it does. How come i only want something until it's mine? Or i only want something thats difficult to obtain? Until it becomes easy... then the fires gone. Is that human nature? my brain is so filled up with all these thoughts its hard to filter it out and be concerned with the important things. It seems like i need a good friend. and it never seemed like they were hard to come by. Or maybe its just that i had close ones, that have all drifted away. It's funny how much things change and you dont notice it until it sneaks up on you.