PICK 10 PEOPLE, AND WRITE THINGS THAT YOU WOULD NEVER TELL THEM TO THEIR FACE, GOOD OR BAD. AND MAKE IT ANONYMOUS, GOGOGO. 1. The beautiful painting: I have recently found out that our compatibility as friends is not the best but we stick it out like no other because we do have a lot in common. One person that i am both happy and sad that is out of my life now put our friendship to the test and definitely rocked it a bit. But we're still going strong. We bicker a little bit, but who doesnt? Sometimes you worry about how not having your parents to fall back on might make living on your own the hardest thing youve ever had to deal with. I have faith that you'll adapt well and probably like it more when youre on your own. I hope the world will soon see how talented you are at what you do. You have a gift and it would be a shame to hide it. i cherish everything you and your family have brought to my life. I wouldn't trade it for the world. 2. The wonderful writer: You, you, you. Where do i start with you. You mean so much to me. I feel like youre the only one i can truly talk to about all my problems. The only issue is, you tend to be missing one crucial shrink-like tendency: secrecy. I love to talk to you and you are my best friend but i feel like im walking on shells trying not to say anything that i might not want you to repeat. I dont blame you for it, i just think that when you get to talking about other people you dont think. Which is hard for me to say because you are probably the smartest out of all my friends. Sometimes i wish you would do less of the listening and more of the talking. I think that maybe if you would let me hear what is stressing you out you might feel a little better. Besides, youve played enough of the parent part, this is your time to be a kid and you deserve every second of it. 3. The secret love of my life: Only my fondness for you goes beyond that. I would much rather have you in my life as a close friend for as long as possible. For the majority of 4 years i was with you everyday. And i thank god for that because your one of the most amazing boys i have ever met. You have a way of putting a smile on my face just by giving me a look. You make me laugh and lighten up even when im in my most tense moods. You have grown up a lot in the past two years and you're handsome and smart and will do wonderfully in life im sure. Anything you need i have your back. You have a true friend in me and thats never changing. 4. His own worst enemy: Boy, have you managed to fuck with my head. Which is a great feat considering not many people have the ability. I pray that you do well in life and are happy. Mostly that you are happy because you seem to have such a struggle with that. Even though im most positive our friendship/whatever it was we had is over, i probably will never forget you. You see the good in people and can be the most charming person ive ever met. Just don't let your dark side take over full time. You have so much to lose that you don't see. I just hope you figure it all out before its too late. 5. The thinker: We have the best conversations together. You test my mind which i love. You don't bore me with things i've talked about 10000 times. You keep it fresh and original, and i thank you for that. People judge you by your reputation and your habits. Which if they just took the time to get to know you, they would feel so stupid for saying anything at all. Even though you're open to so many ideas and new concepts, i pray you keep as open of a mind to life. You seem to be set on your ways and plans of what life has to offer. I just hope you don't cut yourself short because i don't see there ever being another person like you coming around again. I'm sad i only have 5 people in my life worth writing about. Today wasn't as good as i was hoping for. I got a really nice necklace from lizzy and i hung out with justine and lance. Disappointedly i didnt get to see someone else. Thats alright though, their phone call more than made up for it. i should probably go to sleep soon. I have to wake up in like 4 hours. meh i have the whole trip to sleep. It's sacramento for me tomorrow. I could be more thrilled. I think ill lay down see if i can't get that 4 hours in before hand. Goodnight SitD. See you in a week.