[18] And god is watching you

[Could it be Three simple words Or the fear of being overheard]
The way he smiled this morning made me feel like he actually enjoyed being with me. It was so cute i was almost uncomfortable with it. But i think it's because i haven't seen that smile for so long. I miss spending a lot of time with him. But i don't take the time that we do spend together for granted. I miss him so much, but i think ill be alright however things turn out. Weird, confused, realization. Can't really explain it, but it makes sense in my head. And thats all that matters.
[Secret heart come out and share it This loneliness, few can bear it Could it have something to do with Admitting that you just can't go through it alone]
Goodnight♥
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im doing fine, i wish id known that is where you were going, i would have come, i was over there anyways. oh well. hope everything worked out. im switching from their birthcontrol there to a doctor one cause i think that it wont work sometimes. but im just a paranoid freak.

xoxox,
katie
Well of course it all worked out=). I had a good time..I've still got food up the asshole. It's fantastic. I'm going to get so fat off of sour cream & onion chips. BUT...Oh well. Anyway, Iloveyou too. I'm glad that you're doing okay now. The sad thing is...It makes sense in my head, too. Haha. WEINER RECEPTORS!
yeah im so paranoid right now. i mean those entries are about something else. but like im so hoping my period comes soon...cause damn. i dont wanna be a momma. the other problem i had has been solved. how are you doing?

<3katie