WOW i actually feel a lil loved..people actually left me comments OMG how amazing lol finnaly i like never get any... but im still a lil up set john hasnt called me yet..i no it Somethings up... poem of the thoughts... i sit here cryin..while ur smilin..u think to urself she has nothin worth lovin...u see her there..but u dont see who she rele is u focus on her outsides..dont care bout her insides..missin out on da good stuff..what her feelins r inside..as u sit n laugh wit ur friends..sayin how much u never cared..as my heart shatterds into a million pieces..i do not think u relized what u did 2 me..i was never good enough 4 anythin..u make me feel like dirt..wishin i cud say fuck u n blow it all off..but just knowin the truth still hurts..as i sit there hiding my emotions..right infront of u n u didnt even notice...how could u let me do this..how could u cause all this pain..yet ur the only one who can take it away..xX truly woonded Xx yet even though i might seem happy underneath it all im dying..crying slowly as i slip away before your eyes and u never even new it..soon ill b gone..just another cut n a slit that wud b it..yet there is a voice that will always say keep goin cuz as much pain i have it will go away..cant wait to b truly happy again...