im so fuckin pissed i hate my mom so much...she wants to kick me out of her fuckin house all i have to say is fine FUCK YOU BITCH...god im [pissed] get this she told me to call her by her name n not mom wut bullshit..she sed i aint her daughter wut ever...well anyway I MITE MOVE wit my dad to good ole NEW YORK...noone will miss me anyway...X so buh bye and school isnt helpin..like everyone there hates me to..how unloved am i..i stopped cuttin but i guess the shit has hit the fan again perfect time to start again NO one cares anyway..one thing to say FUCK ALL U...im so upset..im crying as i rite this...well like anyone cares anyway... and josh hmm well i rele like him alot but he probaly doesnt care in the beginin of teh week he sed he still likes me but then yesterday he sed he doesnt liek me or doenst no or sumthin like that and john this morin says still likes me but in frotn of his friend sed he didnt like me...so i was like wtf...and then i was like wutever fuck u n he is like the truth is i rele do like u GOD WHY cant anyone just tell the truth..i dotn even no wut teh truth is anymore or who is my friend cuz all the lies i cant stand tehm any more...i just wana DIE done over... and im s0 ugly..so rite doesnt help anything.... u no wut fuck this..fuck my life...im done its over my life is over im hated by everything anyway MY LIFE IS OVER