well umm guyz..there confusing to the highest degree..well there is this one guy who i will not say his name..i think likes me but then he sed it is like a sometimes thing and i was liek duh u either like me or ya dont...DURH well john hasnt called me yet today..he is rele wierd when he gets mad he is like bitch..and im liek excuse me..and is liek calm ya self its a joke..joke or not BF's are soppsed to b rele sweet and nice and carin to u..anyway i give him sum credit cuz all his friends hate em and make fun of him and want him to dump me yet he doesnt..but i think he does....im ugli so i guess he shud... 0o0o n josh..dont get me started on him...one minute he is my friend then next he is callin me names knockin down my books pushin me or other shit..i dotn get him he says he is only gonna be my friend when im normal...what is normal anyway..cuz i feel as though i had my personality and only show it to da real ppl who care for me and thats like almost noone... GOD IM SO DAMN UGLY... I HAVE NO FRIENDS i just shudnt live-->>boyZ if i died will that b normal..cuz i think i can spare pain again for u just this type i wont wipe up the mistakes...ill just go for it...Wouldnt u like me better dead..o wait u wudnt read this im already TRULY FORGOTTEN