150.back from Jersey

Listening to: Take Me--Papa Roach
Feeling: angry
well im back but im goin back to nj on friday..ughh why had to leave is a long stry all i have to say is i hate........ugh..never mind ill tell you what has happened.. Saturdayyy--yeah well the ride sucked we took the convertable and my contacts were not happy and my har was all like notty and fucked up and t was perfect..when we got there we cheacked into the candlelight inn which i hated and wehn we saw our room..we chnaged it then we saw the other one and changed it back it was funnyy.. and wellthen latter laterr i saw my cuzins...bobby && eric and they are coming backl to pa like in a week or 2 and i also saw brett..he is pretty tall now lol he is almost as tall as bobby and bobby is like almost 6 foot..and shannah has a baby and it is so cuteee =D she is 2 months old..and i saw carter who is 4 and he is so funnyyy...the first thing he said to me was thesse people jackie they make me go insane lol..it was hilarous..and well that night it was just liek a pre partyy for teh partyy on sunday..and that was really it.except we went to teh beach latterr that night and i pushed bobby and he picked me up and threw me rigth into the ocean witha ll my new clothess lol..then we went home to our QUOTE inn END QUOTE lol.. Sundayyy---the party lol there was so many peopel there and they had like 3 shots an hour they were so drunk lol..well i met sum pretty sweet poeple lizze&&vicki&&scott they were pretty sweet they signed my shoes lol..well me n lizze n scott left the party bunches of times and went ot teh board walk and we went on sum ridesss and looked at all the stores it was so funny me n lizzie went into this store and we met these awsome people Finch&&Travis and well we all were singing and jumping around the store dacnin to music it wass funn and they gave me this shirt like half off for only 20 bucks they custamized it and well it was soppsed to b like 40 omggg it said IM PREPROCK..and on teh back it says bitchesss..lol ((inside joke))..then well we got nachoss and they sucked and wll we left her a 2 doller tip and a penny lol..were cool..then we went back to the party and tehy were all so drunk and well we all played football drunk adults verse kids lol and they kicked are ass cuzz thie big BIG BIG guy joe was playin unfarely cuzz he was so drunk he was pickin peopel up and throwing us out of teh way..and he stepped on my toe omg it hert lol..and wellthen latter it was me eric&&bobby&&brett&&these two other chiks and we were just hangin on the beach ..then well we went back to the house and everyoen was leaving and i just crashed there.. Mondayy--I went to the board walk wit all the peepss and well i went to this one place and the guy was like no n i was like your a no lol inside joke hehe..and then we met this pretty sweet girl and when we didnt even win the game she said we own anyway lol..then that night i went wit darcy and my dad and doug and well we went on a bunch of rides and my dad and darcy went on these race car things and well they said no bumpin but they did anyway and at teh end of teh ride the guy is cursing at my dad and my dad is liek u stupid fat fuck leave us teh fuck alone and more lol..then me n darcy went in the haunted house lol and only jumped twice cuzz of this guy but we were laughin the whoel tiem then ..i went on this ride thesling shot u got 150mph and they shoot u up in the air liek more then 150ft and well ur spinning around like crazy and we were on camera and tehy can here u and my dad was lek u fuckin asshoels ahhh mother fucker mother fucker it was so funny then we wathed the video lol..my dad was liek hahaha..i never laughed so much and so hard in my whole life..tehn me n darcy got so lost from my dad n doug and it was a big scene it was not good and then we found tehm and tehy brought us to teh car...and well we got a ticket and my dad was like ugh no way and i was like wayyy.but before all thsi i got my palm read and it said that i didnt liek the word no and i was gunna get into a very highly educated school that i always wanted to get in..and it also said i was gunna have 2 kids a girl n a boy and tehn it said i was gunna get amrried at 25 and he is gunna b 3 years older tehn me n have an M in his name and tehn tehy said that last year i was through one of the roughest time in my life and she said that i wnet through a big boy problem with sumone who had j as there first incal and i was thinin omg noway how can she no that((josh)) and then she was like in the end it will work out and she told me over teh winter i will go steady wit a guy wit a J sum where in his name and that he will have dark hiar..and i think i beilve it cuzz of umthing that i cant speak of tuesday--well darcy got hurt twice she almost drowned cuz she was sleeping and the tide came in to higha nd it picked her up and she couldnt get free..and also she hit her head and her whole head had blood all over it..and well then after all thsoe scenes we hung at my cuzins house and it was pretty sweet..we ordered pizza and hot wings at like 12 at nite and we were calling everyoen to see if tehy deilver and tehn me shannaha and eric n bobby decided to go get a milke shake and tehy were so good lol..then we went back there and well just hung and had liek family time or whatever..then i crashed tehre and that was really that.. wensdayy--the final dayy ugh well we had to pack everything up and it so wasnt fair darcy gets to stay and i didnt and lotss of mean coments happened and well yeah but liek we went to a board walk all day adn we went to this funn house lol it was so cool but the rest of teh board walk sucked lol and well sumoen thought i was 15 or 16 and i was like no lol and we went to the tiki bar lol it was funn..and tehn we wnet hoem n just liek hung out the rest of teh tiem..and like everyoen wanted me to stay more tehn tehy wnated darcy and liek ughh bunches of bullshit.. Thursdayyy--todayy yess i am doiing nothing rigth now im in new yorkkk and well i might go to teh club cuzz i think joe is back and i cant wait to hang wit him..and well tonight i have no clue.. well comment me. fallen angel of suffering
You are a fallen angel of suffering. You have
fallen because you have been captivated with a
mortal. In reality you have been broken by
someone you loved and cared for deeply. The
pain they have caused is endless. You are
desperate to forget the memory but cannot. Now
you feel remorse and anguish about what has
happened. You feel rejected and let
down.

Quote: "Where there is
love there is
pain"

Element:Earth
Emotion:Spiritless/Discouraged

What type of Fallen Angel are you? [beautiful + dark pics]
brought to you by Quizilla What i think of myslef: :x: pretty? yess i finnaly realized that. :x: funny? in my own twisted wierd way :x: hot? sort of i dont want to push it alot of peopel say i am tho. :x: friendly? yess..sometimes :x: amusing? oh yeah...i can always keep sum one icupied :x: ugly? not anymore--onyl ot sum people :x: loveable? heck yeh lol :x: caring? I care too much..its badd nothing ever works out :x: sweet? heck yeah :x: dorky? totallyyy :x: awsome? im so awsome it is scary :x: cool? the coolessttt lol..jk jk :x: have the best friends ever? no wayy just kidding of corse jk jk lol i love you all.. im so positive right noww most of the tiem im negative lol happy on the out side fuckin sad as hell on the inside onlt if i would tell you all the truth of what really is behind the true me. omggg im a goth sheepppp coolll


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[Anonymous]
ooh . well uh i didnt know you were going with them . cause we made plans that alli &faith were gunna come to my house @like 11 . @then my mom is talking us to the fair .
[Anonymous]
I find goats fun too... (sicko... not in that way!)Thanks for the comment
Dan
haha i don't think that will happen . i wish but he's still with caitlin . . &yes we have to make plansss . are you going to the fair at all?
[Anonymous]
Ya but its ok cuz u can just say, ya i was like totally just riding in a convertable, then all the guys would be like OMG ur so hot.
Thanx. I juzt surf tha net and still icons from everybody lol. I like that gothic, depressing, hating everyone, self mutilation shit ya kno? Alot of people hate on me 4 it, but ya know that's them...I like what I like.
thanks!! you can take some haha! and i like the qoute above ur entries thing! haha its hilearous and i love it!
emsweetie89
[Anonymous]
whered you go for vaction. im sure it says in your entry but yeah i dont want to read it all lol
hahaha thanks. yeah.


dude thats the longest entry like ever ha

[fearbefore]
[Anonymous]
well im not sure if he likes me still . he did a little . like a few days ago . i havent asked latlyyy .

. i dont forget about you . its jsut that we never make plans . its usually you and alli all the timee
[Anonymous]
heyy! yea i miss ya too..are you going to the fairrr?

Mel x0x0x0x
[Anonymous]
I'm actually doing pretty good. I need to find a gf though. It's driving me crazy! Well how about you.
you start august 29th? wow thats acctually pretty late. well at least around here it is. i live in south carolina and alot of schools went back TODAY! where do u live?
You said
Saturdayyy--yeah well the ride sucked we took the convertable and my contacts were not happy and my har was all like notty and fucked up
Wow. You totally win that one!
you write a whole bunch you make my entries look like an unfinsihed sentence thanks for the comment tho
heh, im not into the whole punk rock scene...there really arent any punk bands around anymore...at least not realy punk bands...heh...I like a whole bucnh of different shit though, from metal to classical lol
Haha... Well I'm happy that you're happy that I'm happy. lol. :)
im sorry--i cant do that...its none of my business and im stayin out of it-besides george would killl me if i did

sorry
oh ew thank you i wrote it but i dont think so...but thank you
Yeah. He's a really amazing guy. I love him so much. He might seem really mean and racist (which he is sometimes) but he really is the greatest guy you will ever meet. ♥
why thanks you! :) I made it myself :D
ok did you say the guy is 10 or 10 years older then you???
[Anonymous]
i really hate fighting with ppl so if u want me to stop hateing u then really talk to me and dont have ur friends do it 4 u!!!
I like guys who like computers more than cars. I heart nerds
hey listen i never fuckin did shit to u ur the fuckin 1 that i should be ma at and u kno i tried to make shit fuckin better but ur friends dont even give me a fuckin chance to say shit that theres no reason that i should like u at all and all the shit u fuckin did to me i shouldnt like u!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO I DONT FUCKIN WANT TO HEAR IT!!! IF U WANT TO SAY SOMETHING THEN U TELL ME AND NOT UR FUCKIN FRIENDS!!!!
Very Nice Diary. Hey if you need advice or help with anything I will try my best to help. Just leave me a comment and I will be there for you.
~Elizabeth

[Anonymous]
YES i have a daughter Teresa
why didn't you go to warped tour it was so fucking awsome! me and my friends wanted to go to like 3 of them but we didn't end up going but my other frined who i meet at warped tour went to 2 of them he said it was way cool! anyway yeah you should have gone we are in CA so yeah where are you? well peace
Thanks ! we've been together almost a year now :)
thats exactly the way it is for me. whenever i hate my hair, everyone else loves it...and then i gradually end up liking it..-NaeNaex3
[Anonymous]
Thanx!
wow thts a long ass entry.LoL.thanx 4 da comment.i liek urs 2:)
i know that.
Lol, ya but, ok if you got "it" then theyd be like OMG ur so hot lol.
this monday.

-raeli-
[Anonymous]
yeah its pretty badass
heyy sorry. that anonymous was mee!!
mucho love ♥alli
[Anonymous]
heyyy.. jackie gimme a call.. i`m mighty fucking confusedd!! shitt.
[Anonymous]
Hell yeah...me too!
awesome.
One day you are going to find someone who is so good to you. I wish you all the best. I know 13 is a hard time.
If you are talking about my entry, I didn't write it. My boyfriend did.
thanks! your diary kicks ass too, i love the little quote saying thing at the top
What's so wow?
oh thank you so much for being concerned, but it was supposed to be a good thing.

you see my boyfriend just got back from studying abroad for two months, and when he got back i left to go to england for a few weeks. and now we're both back and we have nothing to plan for. its nice. and the title is from the madona song like a prayer, its hopeful.

thank you though. it was really sweet of you!
Me too, I love the bracelets (: I like your diary.
sure...go ahead
[Anonymous]
can i add you to my friends list ? i dont care if you ssay no .

julie**
Yep!!! that's Trey !
hey i got that quiz from my friends and i think she got it from some quiz xanga or something. love your sit*d :)
[Anonymous]
lol thank you...i love my panda :D
thanks...yea i am..how did you know that? lol.
yeah i do . why?
[Anonymous]
yep sure idc if ya use the quiz. ga right ahead!have fun!lol leave more comments! lol
I'm so sorry hun. Years of things happening like that to me have left me with just one piece of advice for you. Don't let some guy ruin your friendships with your girls. People can't help who they like.
go right ahead!
thanks i love it! i have a lot of plces w/ hot lay outs do u want any?
sweeeeet B)
i misss you tooooo

♥ mEgaN
[Anonymous]
i c then

<3Trish
Yeah, my whole world got turned upside down this summer. Its crazy.
thnxx alot .. :)

<3Trish
yess with the blonde hair-george shencavitz's girlfriend...

what kind of shit do you have with his sis by the wayy?
metal :-)
Convertable....HOOTOOTOTOOTOTTT
Yes ma'am. Those are all him and a couple are his friends.
heh Didnt think you would. they are really good though....that is...if you like that type of music lol
ohhh...i love julie to death though...who knows...soo yeah...

hey lol thx for the compliment even tho i think my songs/poems stink lol..cya and nice diary..my name is chris :)
haha thats the band called Shadows Fall, metal band. very good and those pics are of the lead singer, Brian Fair. :-) hes my dream man haha
Cool. I love the name Jackie:-)
Haha... Cool. :)
thank you *bows*
your layout kicks ass
Yes, my real name is Bronwyn:-)
do i look ugly though. jw
my name is nicole by the wayy...sullivan
ur not on...get on
Don't read it if you are easily offended.
lol...thanx...so wat are u up too?
ive heard of u...and yea it is his older sis-i used to talk to him all the time but b/c of her i stopped and dana b is one of my best friends..and i do go to HHS...do you have aol?
yeah it is
No, he's not a vegetarian. He was for a little while because I asked him to, but I didn't want him to feel forced. I told him he should do what he wants so now he isn't a vegetarian anymore. We still love eachother though. He has a diary on here. It's freewayends.