well today was an interesting day me n joshua got into a big fite cursin n callin each other names..so i left lunch cursing at mr.p and everyone n sent me self to the office but i wasnt in trouble i just sat in there in a room to calm down..thats what they thought but really i was gettin pissed off at myself..yep i didnt cut in fuckin 3 hole days but now myu streak has ended..god doesnt taht suck for good ole me...but WHO CARES..anyway everythin is much better now cuz joshua called me up n he sed sorry aww it was so sweet but i didnt no if i shud except it but it did lol....and anyway..then we got in this talk bout our best friend forever club 1-me 2-alli 3-joshua well he doesnt no y he is 3 lol well i made it up but he insitsted he did when realy it was me n alli lol wut an ideot but ya gotta love him lol.. well the damascus dance is 2morrow and i cant wait heck yess cuz sum lovely honesdalins are comin n also..afterwards my bestest friends alli n faith are coming over my house..so that shud b fun.. and well back to josh well he was like make shurr alli is goin so i sed ok..and wut do i do i drive to her house lol..well my mom drove me to the house but still lol and i saw her beautiful hair which is fuckin hot as hell she is even esexier then before she has so many fuckin shades of red n blomde black n umm brown lol it is awsome..i mite get my hair dun to to like sum highlights of darker sheades of brown n blackish heck yeh cuz like rite now my hair is so boring lol evenm though i just got it dun by takein those gay blonde highlights out anyway--i havent spoken to good ole john so i dotn no wut is up he was actin sorta wierd on the bus..anyway leave dem f'n comments heck yeh dont forget me when im gone- cuz when i go i went strong- with a smile n a laugh- prayin life wud never end- i ended it my self wit a grin- wut a spin around wut i life- if i died it wub b wit that knife- but dont forget me..o dotn forget me- the ones who new me o boy they new me well- the ones that dont can go to hell--