well i went to ryans party...which makes me feel a hole bunch better...wellit was like mostly all 8th graders umm cathrine-brandon-lindsey-ryan-casey-john-james-brenda-lauren-brittany-shannin-tori-justin--and others cuz i dotn feel like nameing them all ...well anyway i had some interesting conversations...lol some truth n dares =/ which i will not say anything n alot of other shit... im probably going to go snowboarding...2morrow im still a lil pissed off from before and upset n stuff but i guess thats life and i will have to get over it... well i really like josh but i dotn think he will ever go out wit me again...i like him so much..i just wish god cud get him to give me another chance..i wont mess up this time..i will be as perfect as i can get..i am so hoplessly devouted i luv him till da death n always will xX never forgettin the good times i just want ur love and caring...remember im always gunna b here for y0u well...anyway that was my night Also bre is sleepin over..so we will b stayin up early...but we have a bright and shiny early wake up ((god damn Mrs.conroy those are some fuckin awsome adverbs or wutever they call tehm right there lol)) YYYYYEEEEESSSSSS im outie x da end