well kathrine is makin me feel so much better so is john..i guess if just a few people in ur life care u can feel better i want to thank all the people who ever helped and cares for me..i luv u all i just want u to no just in case x i never told u I REALLY DO CARE --josh i rele like u n i no u prob dont think of me in this way but my heart aint gunna stop i rele love u john--i dotn no wut to say bout u one minute i kinda like u the next minute im all like i dotn no..its ur friends anthony--my lil cutie pie ur so awsome thank u all xxxoooxxxxoooxxxx i really dont no y i do wut i do.. many say stop but i cant pain doesnt just go away.. something made it have to b this way its addicting i just cant stop i need some help before it is to late i need some happiness to open this gate show ur light through help a friend out plz god forgive me for all of these sins i will try to stop that isnt a lie..plz help me pass this by..before its to late