Umm well the health fair was today and i saw all my honesdale ladies n they all were screamin and sayin i love u n huggin me it was so great to see them..i miss them so much..love u all..and well it was an okay fair i didnt win any prizes lol that blows out the ass rite there lol..and well..it was fun.. on the bus i sat w/ nick j he rele likes me but i dotn like him like that..i rele like josh but josh wants me to go out wit nick n im like but i dotn like him like that...n he is like then i dotn want u likeing me anymore..taht hurt me so bad cuzZ i like love him ta death n i feel like im forgotten or sumthin... and i tried to sit wit john but he was bein all wierd so i dont think im gunna like him anymore bcuzz well he doesnt like me and well he is always treatin me like shit.. well plz help me im so confused--mad--n sad.. comment me x