EEK! like five minutes after my last comment i was finally on my way to bed when my brother got up with a nosebleed. ich. it was all over his hand and everywhere. it gave me the most hideous dream. good thing i don't watch many scary movies because i'd probably go nutzoid. the carnage... will it never leave me...?? i'm not sure it's quite normal to dream up these things... this lady, supposedly my sister, just bought this great big new house with her husband and they were all happy. but the next thing i knew she got decapitated, skinned, and was completely mutilated. and they cut up her baby (but she was still alive). god they didn't even leave the PETS alone... they cut up the doggie too and the kitten's foot was all smashed. it was horrible. and they were all just kind of lying there in a heap of misery and "grandpa" (i don't have a grandpa..) was there too hugging the dead body, with cuts all over his face. the floor was just a puddle of blood when i found them. and i had no idea who did it. i don't even know what i did next, just that i spent the rest of the dream trying to figure it out. i ended up tracking some realtor lady because i was sure she had something to do with it. she didn't act right. but everything was so messed up that for all i know i wasn't acting right. and it was just one of those things where you can never quite catch up and you can never see anybody or tell where they went. it was dizzying. and awful. there was actually more to it than that but there's no point in details. positvely cheery. i guess that's just what happens when i loose sleep. i'm so stupid! why do i keep doing that??