hah.. i should have told you about yesterday instead so i could do the fake "oh i'm happy, see how silly i am?!" routine again. and then you all could have gone "oh you're so funny we love you" because no one wants to read sad crap. :-p so now i'm going to pretend to tell you how wonderful yesterday was(n't).. yesterday. wednesday. there was band rehearsal as usual. it sucked, as usual. i haven't gone running for two weeks so now i'm all shot to hell.. one lap and my chest was hurting for the rest of the night. -everything hurt! and they made us do pushups because people kept talking and it was disgusting because the field was all muddy and smelled like poo. it probly was poo. and i can't frickin flank!! it's too hard.. give me a nice tiled floor and some plastic sandals- i'll flank the hell out of you. but no. it's muddy. so it's all sticky. and i can never seem to start at the right time so i can't flank at the right time and if it's not at the right time i can't make it snappy... it's just kind of a lazy turn... how boring and retarded must that look? :-p and of course i was stuck at school until seven (well.. until 9:30 counting practice) because i don't have rides anywhere.. also like usual. but at least i wasn't the only one. Jacob was there too. we stared at clouds together and stuff. lol.. he's going to start a staring-at-the-clouds club at school. hahaa i get to be V.P!... :-p hehe. and of course, i didn't get any homework done because i'm not good for anything when i get stuck somewhere. i'm not good for anything after school anyway. the extent of my capabilities is to collapse in a heap. that's about it. and i kind of felt like crap yesterday too- it just wasn't so bad.