How dare I be sociable. How dare I have fun. It isn't worth it. I know it isn't. Today I kept wandering around the house being stupid and talking to people. It was fun... but I should have been working. hah. No wonder I'm stressed. Hah. Today I went to the chiropractor and he was surprised how tense I was. hah. No wonder. My mom got on my back again today. I finally did tell her she's stressing me out, but I'm not sure it got through. We'll see. Probably it will be the same old thing over again tomorrow. Hah. Everyone made fun of my eyes today. How big my pupils are. It's not me, it's the drugs! Stupid cold medicine.. always does that to me..