wow. I keep thinking everything's over. But then it's not.. If it's not one thing it's another. I'm like a yo-yo. Life gets it's fun by jerking the hell outta me. Find another toy!! I think I've found a way out though. The easy way. Sort of. It will kill me.. There's not much point in my screwing around once I graduate. I don't want to just work, because I know I won't get anywhere if I do. And I don't think there's any point in going to college, because I don't know what I'm doing, have lousy grades, and I can't afford it anyway. So... I'm thinking about the military again (probably medical corps). It will kill me, yes. Oh well. That's okay. Everything kills me. I'll just have to get used to it, won't I? Sounds like a good option really. They'll show me how to kill people, AND keep them alive, and they'll pay me for it. What's better than that? That's essential stuff. The ultimate powers. Teach me life and death. I've always wanted to know.