I haven't posted in ages. How boring, you say. Yes, I know, everyone always goes on about how they don't post. blablabla. So Here's what's happened since ages ago: (as if anyone was really desparate to know..) I have a job now. I work evenings at the drugstore, where I don't get nearly enough hours or money. (Although I have finally managed to buy the DocMartens I've been wanting for six years.. woot!! and I loves them so much..) Plus I've started taking karate classes, and a Spanish class at the local community college. So I'm busy half the time. The rest of the time I'm mainly bored, as usual. Except when I get to see friends, which doesn't happen enough- and will happen much less, since my best friend just moved, and practically everyone else is going away to college. Pooh. I still can't drive. I really need to learn. My dad still doesn't have a job so chances are I could be totally screwed in the near future, and it would help to have that one more bit of independance. Plus walking everywhere is exhausting when it's 2 miles to anywhere and I have to make 2 round trips sometimes. Not fun. My big event of the summer was going to San Fransisco with Richie. It was great. First we wandered around, lost, as usual, and I got sexually harassed by a bum. But then we found the Asian Art Museum, which was perfect since I have a thing for asian stuff. Then we hung out at his Uncle Tim's place, got drunk, went to Club X, where I was a wild woman. I ended up spending most of the time there making out with some guy. I don't even know what his name was, because it was so loud and he was hurting my ears. For some reason I get the impression that his name was Esteban.. or something ending with an O.. but I don't know. He was fucking hot though. And he had a weird accent. And I think he said he was from Concord. But I think that's all I can remember, besides the fact that he could kiss something dangerous. I gave him my number on a five dollar bill. He probably spent it on accident, like a dork. Or maybe he's just not smart enough to appreciate my incredible hotness. ;) Well, whatever reason, he didn't call me. Damn. I wanted to get laid. He would have fucked me good too, I know it. That boy had skill. I should have done it in the club when he asked me to.. :-p So sad. When the club closed we lost Uncle Tim and had to make our way back to his appartment ourselves. It was scary because we were in a yucky part of town and there were cops there. Really a wonder we made it home alive and didn't get arrested for drunkenness. Richie lost his wallet in the cab. Then when we got back we smoked pot. A lot of pot. That was the first time for me. and the last. I hated it. It made me anxious and annoyed. I just wanted it to go away, and it wouldn't- it lasted forever. Not to mention my brain was fucked for the next week. Never again. Still, it was an experience. The whole outing was pretty cool, on the whole. Too bad it took us forever and a day to get home, because we had to take the bus. We didn't get home until about nine o'clock the next night. Stupid bus it's way too slow. I need to drive. Bad. umm.. welll. I should go.. it's later than i meant to stay up, and my mom just bugged me a couple of minutes ago. stupid fucking people who won't stay asleep and in bed and won't leave me alone. earlier she got on me because of the computer. supposedly she got a bunch of popups and shit with like sex stuff, and of course it was my fault. she told me not to look at that stuff. I said nothing, but I was like fuck you, I'm 18, and I've always looked at whatever I damn well wanted, and what the hell, what is wrong with sex stuff? To her, anything to do with sex is always "nasty". wtf. She's so conservative it makes me want to puke. Be fucking human, for god's sake. It's not fair, making me feel all embarassed and guilty about something perfectly normal. None of her buisiness anyway. Bsesides, thinking about sex is about the only fun I have dammit! (Sad, huh?) :-p I hate my parents. They're useless. Anyway, yes, I have to go.