Today is just one of those days where I feel that everything comes to naught. :-p I'm just sitting here thinking about what the heck I'm going to do when I graduate. And I have no idea. And my choice depends on things which I cannot know yet and have no control over. Sigh. I'll never find my place.. There's a thousand things I could do, and even enjoy doing, but I have no idea what's best. FUSTRATION!! I'll never survive in the wild. :-p I don't know anything about anything, so I'm probably going to be screwed. I have no practical knowledge because I haven't had the experience to gain any. And what I do know, all the little "revelations" I've had about myself and the world, they mean nothing. I'm only just becoming aware of the things that I should know anyway. Just the simple truths. I'm only beginning to see how things work. It's like I have to read another language but I'm only just learning the letters. "ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ..... Now I know my ABC's, why won't someone please help me..?" Sometimes I almost wish I didn't have a choice. Just tell me what I can do and I'll do it. That would be so nice if it worked that way. I'm going to dig a hole now and hide. I'll come out as soon as I recieve orders... :-p lost lost lost...... I know, I probably shouldn't make such a big deal of it, but I just can't seem to help it. This has been driving me crazy for a couple of years now and the moment is nearly upon me.. sigh..