Well I guess I'm glad it's over. It just figures that it couldn't be what I wanted. Aside from wanting to burn the house down I'm just fine. Only I wouldn't dare, because when I got home today the car was sitting there smashed in the driveway.. my mom gone. don't even know what happened. Oh.. here she is just come in the door. I wish she would go away so I could be alone. There's really nothing left now. That's okay. I'm smarter when I don't care. hah.. it's ironic. There really is no chance at all. NO point. So I don't even want it anymore. The only people I can care for anymore are the friends I no longer know, and my brother- who I'm supposed to visit, but I don't know how I can get there now because the car is crashed.. The fucking car.. god. This is really not good. We can't afford this right now. Now my mom's mad at me too, because I didn't seem very sympathetic. I just want to be alone right now, and I'm worried on top of it. Today has not been a good day.