hah.. yeah.. one of my "friends" called me "mean-spirited" today. and she said i wasn't a band person. just because i'm not a nerd like her. and just because i'm pretty much incapable of loving or being dedicated to anything. believe me i wish i could be. i just have nothing i really give a dingo's kidneys about. i cried in class. no one saw of course. i am careful. crap.. i had more to say.. but now i can't because somethings just happened and now i'm crying again.. so what the hell i'll just post what i have so far.. as if it wasn't enough posts for today already