Some people have something. Because they have courage to change. I am a coward. Perhaps if I did not give up, I would have something too. I would be happy. Instead I spend time with an older man His love is greater than mine I am a coward. I feel safe(r), better than nothing I probably will not leave him As I know I should. I feared my one great love He is gone away from me I am a coward. Now I have nothing. risk, struggle, loss, sorrow. only in foolish play. lies, deceit, immitation. a cage on a stage for the actress. a role created by her mother. always she refuses to face truth until it is over I am a coward. where is my intelligence?