But I won't ever tell you
this distance seems
terrible.
I feel really distant from everyone. It's like I can't even talk to them about anything anymore, like I use to. I don't trust anyone like I use to. Why? I don't know. I usually trust people too easily, and now I can't, Maybe it's because i'm scared. Scared of what? I don't know. Getting close to someone? Because everytime I do something(or I) always fucks it up. nerf.
On a "happier" note. The show is tomorrow. Even though I'm going alone, I should have fun. pfftt.
I'll be your cheap novelty
i cant really trust anyone anymore either.
[ lostforeverxxx ]
[killme2times]
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and even though we haven't talked for like a gazillion years please feel welcome to tell me EVERYTHING when we do :]