I feel ill with words of repentance and love. I could never forget what it felt like to feel my heart drop, and watch as lonley insects swarmed around it and fed off like a disease to a diagnosed patient. You no longer see me What am I doing; but holding back tears and thinking of you? With this tainted image of me, with no longer love but disappointment;I'm still here ..I just forgot I was human for a second, and that I can't just be some image. I have error. I long to hear your voice again, untainted with openness. I'm sorry for what I have done. I'm sorry. What have I done? I don't understand anything.