Snowed in.

Listening to: Real housewives of OC
Feeling: irritated

It finally started snowing, after waiting for it all day. I think it's funny how everyone anticipates a snow storm, Only to bitch about it once it starts. I like snow but I don't like shoveling it. TACHI doesn't like it either

All 6 pounds of her. Lol. I still haven't found a job, I will take anything at the moment. I'm trying to stay positive.

I wish my snow mobile worked, I'd be ripping it. They say we're going to get 15 inches of snow.

I really feel so un accomplished at this point in my life. One side of me already gave up, the other side is trying.. .

I need to be stable, in all ways, and I'm not. Useless. If I keep wanting it ill get it eventually. I'm doing all I can.

I wanted this to be a happy update but today just has me so irritated. So irritated I don't even want to write about it and relive it. Ha. Mercury. Thanks.

The next 24 hours should be calm atleast, with all the snow coming. I'm looking forward to cuddling the day away with my animals. Coffee, movies, bongs..... am I pathetic?

I really miss going to concerts. They are essential to my mental health. The memories that came up on facebook yesterday made me long for them! Covid, I guess. I try not to go many places...

I just want to be content.

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After I posted this, the ball joint on my car went cahoots....lucky me... Hopefully my mechanic cannfix it soon

Read 16 comments
Good to hear and glad to hear from you.
Doing good! Hope you’re well too
Leo it's saying you commented. But I don't see anything. I hope ypire well!
Hey, still being penpals, i like that. I think we can keep this up and honestly miss the opportunity to write my thoughts or landmarks of life down here at sitd. It is great, that there are still more nostalgic people around. And i'm amazed since how long.
Lately i'm wondering about my youngest son, he will turn 12 this year and it feels like i see the childhood disappear and the teen-Anger crawling out of the mind. Strange and thrilling days. I probably fly to Brazil in November for 2-3 days of work, which is quite cool. Never have been there. Hoiw it going for you these days? -be well, Christian
Wow, i'm stunned about your inpoppin, was a great surprise, thank you!
To bad, that he took the snowmobile, and i'm sorry to read, that he cheated in THAT big way on you. I like the idea of Caddynuts in the snow :-D
Christian... I don't have a snowmobile anymore. My ex and I owned it and he took it when he left. He ended up having a baby while we were together 5 years ago and I jist found out. Still baffled.

So it'll just be me doing donuts in the snow in my cadillac LOL
!!!!! I've been trying tonreach you about your cars extended warranty. lol jk. I've been trying to contact you for like ever LEO. Even added random people on favebook that had your name! Glad to see a comment from ya!!!
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Hey, just stumbling arouind here again. Is your snowmobile working? winter is coming fast ;-)

-be well
Lol. I got a nice new one. I hope ypure doing good
Hope your car is doing better yo! Pickles lol
Likewise, the years passed so fast and without an opportunity to write the thoughts and whatsnot down. I really missed this diary and all the other mostly anon writers. I also tried writing in a different place, but somehow this was not as satisfying as this old ship here :-)
Yay! You're back. Thank you for stopping by. Good to know that you're OK - i hope?

-be well
YOOOOOO!!!!!! PICKELS
Yo!
Hey there, i hope you made it through the years.

-be well