It finally started snowing, after waiting for it all day. I think it's funny how everyone anticipates a snow storm, Only to bitch about it once it starts. I like snow but I don't like shoveling it. TACHI doesn't like it either
All 6 pounds of her. Lol. I still haven't found a job, I will take anything at the moment. I'm trying to stay positive.
I wish my snow mobile worked, I'd be ripping it. They say we're going to get 15 inches of snow.
I really feel so un accomplished at this point in my life. One side of me already gave up, the other side is trying.. .
I need to be stable, in all ways, and I'm not. Useless. If I keep wanting it ill get it eventually. I'm doing all I can.
I wanted this to be a happy update but today just has me so irritated. So irritated I don't even want to write about it and relive it. Ha. Mercury. Thanks.
The next 24 hours should be calm atleast, with all the snow coming. I'm looking forward to cuddling the day away with my animals. Coffee, movies, bongs..... am I pathetic?
I really miss going to concerts. They are essential to my mental health. The memories that came up on facebook yesterday made me long for them! Covid, I guess. I try not to go many places...
I just want to be content.
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After I posted this, the ball joint on my car went cahoots....lucky me... Hopefully my mechanic cannfix it soon
Lately i'm wondering about my youngest son, he will turn 12 this year and it feels like i see the childhood disappear and the teen-Anger crawling out of the mind. Strange and thrilling days. I probably fly to Brazil in November for 2-3 days of work, which is quite cool. Never have been there. Hoiw it going for you these days? -be well, Christian
To bad, that he took the snowmobile, and i'm sorry to read, that he cheated in THAT big way on you. I like the idea of Caddynuts in the snow :-D
So it'll just be me doing donuts in the snow in my cadillac LOL
-be well
-be well
-be well