January 6th already? That escalated quickly.

The world scares me. I think everyone needs a hit of the fucking bong.

Their own bong, of course, because, COVID.

... my cat is mad that I'm typing,

Brb?

I was high as a kite when I wrote the above ..

I guess I am now too..

Any ways, I always feel like such a failure. I still can't find a job, its been 2 months..

I don't know I feel useless. I'm getting too used to being sad all the time and smoking pot

That probably doesn't help. But it does (lol) its better than those pills they put me on. Yuck.

I'm not good at this.

I basically rescued a bearded dragon . His habitat was all wrong, it was hurting him. So I changed

His light to an actual sun basking light and what not. I could tell after awhile in the heat, he was allot

Happier and moving aroind....

I'm distracted right now

Alright I thought that got deleted but I guess not. Same shit different day.

I felt okay today. I can't sleep. It's 1:38am. My dog is sleeping on my arm.

Maybe I should stop watching murder mysteries and atleast try to shut my eyes.