Listening to: The Doors
Feeling: sinful
Why must everything in my life have to be a bunch of nothingness?
Why do i even try anymore, no one likes me
Why do i sit here and let it all happen and blame myself
Why is there nothing on this world i can understand
Why is it people lie
Why is it people love to make you go through a maze of turmoil just to smash you into the ground
When do they realize that they have done wrong
When will they see that they wronged me
Why is it taking them so long
Why is this all blamed on me
When did i do anything wrong
Why wont they tell me
Which pills should i take
What do i do
Why is this so mind boggling
What did i do to diserve this pain
Im sick of you
All of you
You make me sick
Why must you pull a mask around my face so i cant see the truth, and then shut me down
Im not better than anyone
I dont act like it either
To think that is to once again diseave my mind
It wont happen
Im not falling in another dark pit
Whats wrong with you people
I thought you knew
You only know half of it
Try and help, but nothing will work
You sicken me...
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