Today was a day off and i really wish it wasnt but thats a story for another day. Ive desided to change my ways and all and ill be full out and be like good about everything and just be myself cause really im 10 times better than what you see right now...If you believe that or not i dont care. I dont care if you smash my face into the cement. When theres no hope left there i stand cause that means i caused it and im pathetic and theres nothing left and i feel like ive been hated and i feel like ive never been felt i feel the need to be...to just be. That would kick so much as..to fit in to be, but my mind wont let me fit in and i reather dont want to cause then im just like all the others. Normal and you play with each others hair and you give each other secret notes in the hall and i dont do that cause i think why bother when you can tell the person. I have no reason to be here right now. I should be dead and the thought of me not being dead is weird. It confuses my mind and im just so stupid I NEED TO BE SMACKED HARD....So hard that i cant even feel my face anymore. JUST SOMEONE SMACK ME TOMORROW PLEASE SMAKE ME AS HARD AS YOU CAN I WONT HIT BACK JUST COME ON SMACK ME PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE There's a great pair of eyes And their resting in your pretty head Though I don't know quite why But I'll never express how I feel Yes it's true I've been tamed The past two years I 've really changed There's a great pair of crimes The lonliness of you and I And all I want is another try Yes all I want is to just feel the same So what's your name, your name And all I want is another try Yes all I want is to just feel the same So what's your name, your name, your name I'll be the last notch in your belt Does it look like me when there's no one else I'll settle for a brief moment in time If you'd settle for a quick rewind Someday you'll realize that you needed me Once or twice, When I need you to stay I'll always remember these summer days And all I want is another try Yes all I want is to just feel the same So what's your name, your name And all I want is another try Yes all I want is to just feel the same So what's your name, your name, your name Oh Oh Oh Oh