God i feel so bad like i feel like i let down everyone and i did so many bad things. I guess i diserve this cause god i just wow i suck at a lot of stuff and if you think im cool youre sadly mistaken cause im not. Hannah youre so freakin awesome and god you make me happy and are there for me when i need you and just so great. I was supposed to give Jessie a hug today cause she seems to need one and whatever i guess i didnt cause i was on the bus ramp but didnt see her. Anyway god i wish i could make everything right for everyone but sadly i cant cause im not that cool, and never will be. Im just me and i cant be anything more. If you get sad over something that is so stupid and means nothing then i dont know maybe you should be sad if you lose a thum nail. Whatever Hannah i love you and Jessie im really sorry about the no hug youll get one tomorrow morning hopefully or at any other point in the day. Cause man oh man do you need one lol. So hopefully this shit all ends and im just left in the cold thinking what did i do wrong and what do i do next? Whatever i dont know what to think anymore ill see you guys later. Come to Mimesis and make me happy cause im playing with Linearity and im playing with Chris Craven (rhythem guitar) Dylan Burton (guitar) Me (drums) and i guess someones singing the theme. We are doing the theme to Power Rangers its gunna rock so hardcore. GAH!!!!!!!! COME ON MARCH 23rd and please dont be late cause that would suck for you and you dont want that. :HUG TO THE WORLD: i love you guys...later