Self-Indulgent Doubt

Listening to: Dying Without Knowing
Feeling: amazed
Sometimes I wish that I could run away or even hide Wish I could leave this place where vast confusion runs across my face I often contemplate all my tragic life mistakes I don't think I have what it takes Don't turn your back on me You hide so I can't see All thoughts running through your head Don't you dare lie to me So that I long to sing About this false happiness You try to keep away all the things that you want to say Pretend that you are fine when different things are running through your mind I often think about all my self-indulgent doubt I had it all figured out Don't turn your back on me You hide so I can't see All thoughts running through your head Don't you dare lie to me So that I long to sing About this false happiness You hide so that I can't see Swimming in this false reality Now I'm drowning in this sea Of how things were supposed to be Don't turn your back on me You hide so I can't see All thoughts running through your head Don't you dare lie to me So that I long to sing About this false happiness
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hmm..whats would happen? haha...yea...Im not going to say it haha .. :-D


A bit off topic, but I have been asking everyone haha, how do you feel about nipple peircings? heh
yeah me2 lol
alright i will
night
AIM.
it is gay...
nope, still no music.
:-D hahaha now you wont be able to get me to shut up, unless you block me that is lol

RabidBtrFly17 is mine. intimidating isnt it? lol
lol okay the sound was.....down lol hold on lemme try again.
....hehe :-)


so...do you have an aol sn or anything like that. if you dont thats fine, just curious :-P
it doesnt play music lol
Ok then. If I were to see you, I would push you up against a wall and kiss you, although im not sure if I could restrain myself after that...
hehe i love it when they do that
are you guys like a screamo metal band?
what would I do....hmmm...depends I suppose...what do you want? wow, I sound like a slut...Im not usually like this...i blame this on you hehe r way too good looking and awesome lol
omg i ♥ when they do that lol.....i think its cool hehe
lol okay i just have a habbit of talking alot lol
wrist workouts thats cool
OMG can you do that thing where they twirl the stick then start playing again or throw the stick in the air catch it and play again? lol just wondering.
hehe I wasnt talking about me,silly :-P just in general hehe

and its more of.....what...wouldnt..i..do...:-x
totally cool lol
so what r u up to?
oh and by the way if im talking too much just be like "kels...shut up" i dont mind lol
metals cool
do u headbang? i cant lol it hurts my head and my neck lol so i just kinda shake my head around to the music lol
haha pray tell, what WoUld do it for you ahahahaha but yea, jeeze, I so wish you lived here! hehe
thats cool tho, about the hair
and i spelled entry wrong...
im glad,ive met enough jackasses heh...and believe me...I know how you feel...haha
OH OK lol i get it
the other comment i was like what? your a chick? lol but nvm i got it little slow tonight


and yeah it should look good :-)
hi
oh that'll look good
if thats what you want :-) haha seriously, I hate maine right now, the guys here are all jack asses :-/ lol
ah, how short? or is it going to be just a trim?
well...I suppose, but you will have to make up for the lack of the drums Mister! lol
heh well Ive only started talking to you and I can tell that you are awesome :-P and you had better! as long as I see you playing the drums, im up for anything ahaha
yeah your cool lol
my hair was that long but then i chopped it off going for the emo look...which i hate now. lol
in the cold and boring state of..dun dun dun dun..Maine ahaha

haha hope im not scaring you or anything, but I cant help myself..I mean...Look at you haha and you also seem like such a great guy :-p hehe
oooo lol okay
i like your hair

so that explains why i cant headbang... mines shorter :-( lol
mm more writing,its great :-D...Now, I must stop myself from the make out talk, because if we ever did by any weird miracle meet, Im not sure if i could restrain myself to..just..making..out ...:-x