I dont know...

Feeling: screwed
I know everyone hates lyrics, but in every line there has a meaning "There ain't nobody, asking me, where I've been There ain't nobody, that would name me, as a friend There ain't nobody, that's dropping by, to say hi There ain't nobody, that's caring whether I Live or die I have nobody, to tell about, my growing angers I have nobody, to tell about me, about Following strangers There ain't nobody, making sure I'm takin all of my pills There ain't nobody, Slowing me down and keeping me still, I'm truly alone... They say a man can only be alone for so long, before the man's mind is gone. They say a man can Only be alone for so long, before the man's mind is gone. They say a man can only be alone for so Long, before the man's mind is gone. They say a man can only be alone for so long, before the Man's mind is gone. There ain't nobody, telling me, not to jump off. There ain't nobody, telling me, not to chop Your block off. I get so bloody, I ruin all of my clothes. I get so bloody, I sit in, the dark Alone. I have nobody, to tell about, my dark fantasies. I have nobody, to tell about, my dark Realities. There ain't nobody, around me, nobody wanna be friends. I get so bloody, all on me, The mess never ends. I'm truly alone... They say a man can only be alone for so long, before the man's mind is gone. They say a man can Only be alone for so long, before the man's mind is gone. They say a man can only be alone for so Long, before the man's mind is gone. They say a man can only be alone for so long, before the Man's mind is gone. I walked into a super K, and went into the back. I started askin questions checkin out the Chainsaw rack. They had a test model, i pulled the cord and got it runnin. Turned the blade on The kid workin and blood started gunnin. "What the fuck am I doing?" I dropped the shit and Started cryin. I made it down two aisles before some hero clotheslined me. I got up, grabbed a Shovel, and stabbed him in the gut. I pulled it out and hammered across the back of his nug. I'm Hearing sirnes going off, its no bluelight specials. I turned murderer cavin in to daily life Pressures but fuck that now all ya'll gonna know me. See me on TV and be like "Look there go my Homie." I'm more than lonely, I'm lost, lives are the cost. I just beat some bitch in the head, Stabbed her twice and took off. They can't find me, I'm hidin in the flannel coat rack. I jump Out and attack, and put a gash in your neck. I finally made it to the front door, and to the Parking lot. That's when i got shot alot I got got. Police with bullets and more bullets, pluggin Me deep. I'm seein flashes, hearing screamin and its all over me. I see a crowd of people bein Held behind the police tape. All watchin me die, I think i made no mistake. I finally got some Recognition, dying on my knees, ready for hell because compared to my life, it should be an Ease... like easy... cake walk... let's go" Ill write more about it later.. my fuckin jackass brother think he owns the fuckin phone... --------------- You know.. everyone has someone but me.. whether its a crush, best friend, anything.. and i have no one :( i helped almost all of my friends with their relationships..and they are happy where they are.. ..im not appreciated..((i dont mind..all that much)) but no one helps me.. and no one listens to me.. im unheard and all out of choices everyone says that they are there for you and shit.. empty promises thats all they ever are... i hate being alone.. i hate it.. i just hate it... But what can i do, heh.. i just have to wait for my day to come... but i really dont want to.. i waited years just to have someone like talon or brandi or something.. and now im alone again? why? im being replaced and left behind by so many people.. why am i even here still.. People keep asking if im ok.. am i? i dont even know..
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You have ME!!! no bulshit.... if you wanna talk... well i'm on like once a week but i'm sure something can be arranged.. i know how you feel about the meaninglessness of it all and being here..... thanks for the luck... i'm a okay :)