XxFallenxSkyesxX (4:02:43 PM): you know how someone wants something for the longest time and when you finally get it..it has the most clever way of backfiring on you? asxixleavexyou (4:03:29 PM): yeah. XxFallenxSkyesxX (4:04:19 PM): i effin wanted someone to actually like me for 2 years now. And guess what happened today...TWICE within one hour i heard "so and so wanted me to talk to you for them..." XxFallenxSkyesxX (4:04:21 PM): i mean..wtf asxixleavexyou (4:06:00 PM): who? XxFallenxSkyesxX (4:06:04 PM): who what asxixleavexyou (4:06:48 PM): who did you hear wanted someone to talk to you or w/e. XxFallenxSkyesxX (4:07:01 PM): Kim and David XxFallenxSkyesxX (4:07:41 PM): why asxixleavexyou (4:08:14 PM): jw. asxixleavexyou (4:08:40 PM): because dave likes you so i was wondering. XxFallenxSkyesxX (4:08:45 PM): yeah.... XxFallenxSkyesxX (4:09:04 PM): it gets annoying when 10 people go up to you and say "did you talk to kim yet??" XxFallenxSkyesxX (4:09:09 PM): thats all ive been hearing XxFallenxSkyesxX (4:09:38 PM): and then britney comes up to me and says "dave wanted me to talk to you for him" Honestly. what. the. fuck. OK. so im in this huge like....predicament. I...i dont know what to think anymore. i just DONT. Apparently Kim likes me and sooo many people have come up to me like "kim wanted me to talk to you" or "have you talked to kim yet?" or "kim is over there if you wanna see her" DUDE I GET THE EFFIN HINT! im not THAT oblivious!! and like, she keeps saying "we need to talk" i know she likes me, ok?? but listen, she also likes 2 other people. and we have never even talked outside of school!! dude so messed. and then this other kid..well..lets just say im a bad person. if i have any spark of interest in a person..i like the chase. i go after em until i can have them, then i dont want them anymore. i know, im wicked fucked in the head. i hate that i do it and i wish i didnt. but yeah..it happened with this one kid, David. hes pretty cute and such, hes a drummer and everything.. but once i knew i had him in my grasp, i just..didnt like him anymore. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?! well today my friend Britney was like "dave wanted me to talk to you for him" and like an hour before that my friend Jade said "kim wanted me to talk to you for her" Why. Why oh god why. And i have a crush on Seth, a kid i went out with last year but it just kind of fizzled away...and this year we became friends again. but hes graduating and leaving as soon as he graduates...which is in less then 2 months. he acts like he likes me back, but today he kept askin if i talked to kim yet. which means he doesnt like me back. which means once again, the person i actually like and isnt just a infactuation, i dont get to have... god im so fucked up. I quit. i no longer want to deal with this bullshit. and i no longer want to hurt people. i no longer want to be anywhere NEAR this like/love shit fuck it, my head hurts