Oh god...im drowning so fast.. the bubbles on my background make me feel like im drowning..falling farther and farther down a bottomless league under the sea.. Its actually quite helpful.. No one fucking cares...no one has any idea how bad that hurts.. Im just trying to stay alive and no one can notice the pain im in i hide it too well and i think i just killed any chance of anything [not that there ever was any chance] with the love of my life death is breathing down my neck and its getting harder and harder to push it away I want to at least go out kicking and screaming