Im so sick of my emo depressive self

Feeling: marvelous
Dropbox - Forgotten Song "For as long as I know about the things they say. I've wondered how long they've been that way. They don't even know just what they needfor themselves. I felt I know at the age of twelve. Nobody know my pain. And no one sings in the rain. Nobody's hummin forgotten songs. And no one really belongs. They say a real man can show how he feels. But when I try I just keep spinning my wheels. Something tell me I could be wrong. Let's sing together to the forgotten song. Nobody knows my pain. And no one sings in the rain. Nobody's hummin forgotten songs. And no one really belongs. As I walk along I slip and wonder where I went astray. But I'm gonna fing my way. While we sing forgotten songs. Remembering where we went wrong. But we're gonna find our way. Nobody knows my pain. And no one sings in the rain. Nobody's hummin forgotten songs. And no one really belongs." i made it bold or pretty colored ((or both!!)) to the main points... basically almost the whole song lol but its a good song.. for those who ACTUALLY read the lyrics... its a nice considerate thing to do at the point im trying to make lol i hate being this emo depressive person who brings others down just by having them look at me and seeing how sad i am. Everyone always asks if im ok ((well 2 people, but its repetitive lol)) i wanna be happy!!! but thats like a sick joke in my world... wow...i really hate myself and the way everything is going for me lately... i wish things would change. for the better, too lol "dont you feed me lies about some idealistic future" aw such a good song.. ((Nothing better)). i want a blue cloud..hehe that would be cool....
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I can't wait till christmas!!

Thanks i got my background off someother site

K.
yeah....
well i'm glad my backpack amuses you...
*sigh* it amuses most... well hopefully you'll feel happy-ish soon enough...