Ugh im sick.. my whole body is sensitive to touch, i have a headache and my throat hurts.. wow the world just loves me! lol then my dad was screaming at me again last night and he broke a pair of my pants...i have like...3 pairs of pants too.. im too poor for him to be ripping apart my clothes... the world is seriously against me.. so much more shit has been thrown at me..i dont know how much more i can withstand... damn life sucks so much... i need comments..i need my spirits to be raised lol.. right now i feel so alone and unloved :( wait..i really am haha i just basically exploded at my friend... im getting sick of people.. XhomextownxzeroX [5:13 PM]: what did i do to make it worse? PsychoFaerie764 [5:14 PM]: chane..im not in a mood to fight... XhomextownxzeroX [5:14 PM]: neither am i...but ur so wrong about this thing XhomextownxzeroX [5:15 PM]: i dont want to fight with u XhomextownxzeroX [5:15 PM]: just accept that not everyone is out to get u and some are trying to be ur friends and im one of em that are tryig to be ur friend PsychoFaerie764 [5:16 PM]: i never thought any one was out to get me...? lol that was random... and "trying to be my friend" is a joke... no one is really trying, they are just making me hurt more by what they say XhomextownxzeroX [5:18 PM]: do u have any idea how much that hurts for u to say im not trying to be ur friend... PsychoFaerie764 [5:18 PM]: do you have any idea how much you have hurt me in the past few weeks> PsychoFaerie764 [5:18 PM]: ?* PsychoFaerie764 [5:18 PM]: you and karen and every fuckin one else XhomextownxzeroX [5:19 PM]: no becuz u havent told me a single thing ive done too do u know how miserable ive been with u mad at me? PsychoFaerie764 [5:20 PM]: do you have any idea how miserable I have been because of you and everyone else around me? i've been helping every one of my friends but no one offers a helping hand towards me until i physically scream for it!! everyone is so fuckin selfish in only thinking of themselves!!! im so fuckin alone in this world, i dont think anyone would miss me exept for when i help them with their problems. no one realizes what IM going through!! im sick of it, chane, i really am! PsychoFaerie764 [5:22 PM]: i've been hurting SO BAD these past few weeks, and NO ONE has ever lent a helping hand! ive helped every single one of my friends with their problems, but im drowning in my own misery and problems. im not even appreciated! PsychoFaerie764 [5:22 PM]: im done with it all XhomextownxzeroX [5:23 PM]: i cant fight with u anymore... its not going anywhere.. PsychoFaerie764 [5:25 PM]: god your so self involved.... Im sorry i exploded at him.. ((there is a story behind him saying he's trying to be my friend and im mad at him((im not)))) but i meant all those things i said...