I have these moments where im just pumped to be a kid and pumped that i have all these oppertunities and then i have those moments where i absolutely HATE who i am and HATE everything that im associated with i cant stand this all right now. its a god damn rollercoaster and i cant help but feel sick while riding it im really not sure on what to do like ride it out? or fight against the current? im not sure.. maybe something will change... "oh baby please wont you take my hand we've got nothing left to prove"