god. i have been thinking about this all day. ya know how people act when there is some stupid new fad. i never understood why these people just cant be themselves, or at least do what they like. WHY AREN'T THERE ANY INDIVIDUALS ANYMORE?? the only people who dare to do their own thing anymore are looked at as out there. and i mean really out there. what ever happened to being yourself. i mean, like i act like i act at home and everything, and everybody thinks im on drugs just because i happen to be mellow. and i know i have friends who act the same way, but no, they aren't ballsey enough to be normal around other people. ugh. has anybody else noticed how far apart all my thoughts are? i think this could possibly why i almost failed english this year, but hey. and to think im just noticing this now. god. thats jsut kinda sad. ok, i am so off my point that i have been wanting to get out all day. umm ok. so i guess ill stop now before it gets any worse.