i was writing something down (what's new) and started thinking. my office is my grandmother's nightmare, but if i tool all of the little papers i have lying around here and put them together, thats a lot of stuff. i have papers for everything...books i want to read, songs i want to steal, cds i want to burn or buy, quotes, everything. if it can be written on a scrap of paper, it is. i have tried keeping things in a notebook or two, but that only worked for about a month. and a slow month that was, indeed. no wonder my mom always flips shit when she comes in here. i have scraps of papers strewn all over the desk, and more stapled to the walls and such. its even worse in my room, because that's where i try to organize all this stuff. its kind of sad. i just remembered...i still have jill's book from english last year...hmm. i should probably get that back to her sometime soon. although i did finish it the week of finals, the day i would have seen her i didnt have to show up for (i swear...the only thing i like about pennridge is its policy regarding finals). no, i do not destroy books, i just uhm...tend to forget to return them? sure...that sounds about right. but yes..when i finish slacking off today and get my homework done and finish studying for a mondo french and/or english test, i will try to get these things together. i have two notebooks that i know of...one with books, quotes, and such, and the other with songs. lyrics are just written wherever the hell i hear them. i think im pretty much done rambling about my pathetic tendencies. can you tell im stalling horribly? i can... oh well...stupid chem awaits! laur