prom tonight. i dont want to do this. i really dont. although, maybe a few hours out of the house will do me some good. i dunno. i just have a feeling that this is really gonna suck. i dont know why im going. maybe there was a glimmer of hope somewhere back there. or maybe just because its junior prom. everyone acted like this about winter ball and made a huge fuss because i wasnt going. it was then, and still is like: what's the point? the same four questions are starting to burn a hole through my head. if i hear it one more time, ill scream. whatever. its prom night. i dont want to do it. moral of the story:get off my case. laur ps. buy a gift certificate for landis from me. help send me to france summer '06