well...im sick of shit never working out for me. im sick of hearing that life will start working in my favor in college. bullshit. everything falls apart with me, or it isnt quite right. im sick of it. why do i have to work my ass off for something that will never come to be when it just gets handed to everyone else? on a silver fucking platter to some. im sick of this shit. im sick of pretending to be happy for everyone. when will it be my turn? im really getting tired of waiting. laur