i was at this after-party for a friend of mine, which was cool and all, especially considdering that i didnt really know anybody there, except for people i usually see at parties. that was great, and i could still be there, but no. my mom's fear of the fucking snow had to bring me home. i only go to parties how often... rarely? at the most?. and the one night in forever im out, she drags me home. i may have been at marion and courtney's test all day, but that was just sitting on my ass, and not very social. im just sick of it. oh...wait... heres the best part! she pulls that old pity line: "i love you so much more alive, than in a hospital bed, or dead." well...uhm...look! no pity. usually, i would just say, fuck off, but im just so pissed. i realize that it is dangerous, but she humiliated me, and to a teenager, you tell me what seems more important. well whatever. im going somewhere else to mope.