why cant people take a fucking hint? im sitting here for about twenty minutes, and my mom doesnt get the idea that i want to use the computer untill i pick up a book. she's sitting here telling me about this movie...i really dont give half a shit. i dont know whether im really uptight, but at this point i dont really care. i was in the car talking about something she doesnt understand, and she just comes out "you know, i really dont care." i appreciate the honesty, but that is just fucking rude. the only thing i could think of then is that some parents would be greatful for their kids to give them the time of day, and thats how it just felt now. she would not shut up. im so sick of all this attention. its always when im a captive audience, too. im waiting for the computer, or we're in the car. its really starting to piss me off. TAKE A FUCKING HINT. i cant wait until i move out. god i cant wait. im counting down the days. i think im down to 20 months and 8 days; about 80 weeks; 615 days. im so done with this. laur