ya know...when i really think about it, even the people who know me the best...have known me since before anything mattered, still dont know me. there is no clue whatsoever. i have been pushing people out of my life, and out of my mind, and i think i may be happy. think being the key word in that statement. no one knows how my mind works, let alone what goes on in it. and come to think of it, im rather grateful for that fact. laur