lets just look at it this way: i dont care anymore. i havent cared for a long time. and guess what...shit happens. its just a matter of how you deal with it. some people prefer to take care of it when or before it starts, whereas, other people, like me, prefer to sit back and watch it happen. in other words, im the person who comes up with the idea to blow something up. ill do anything i can to not be involved in the construction, but ill sure as hell be there to watch it blow up. laur