blah i'm sick of having noone i thought i would still always have him but he seems to have gotten over me too. which is good i guess. i don't want to fuck him around. but i thought we would still always be close. i fucking hate his new friend she's so fucking stupid and i hate that he can't see it i know half of the awful things that she says to him about me, after we've met like what, once?.. i hate to imagine the things she says that i don't know about it. i need more friends i need to get out of this place i need a plan, but i'm out of ideas.