i wish i'd known these girls about five or six years ago. everything they say, and do, i can relate to completely. when i was that age i would've given everything to have a friend like that, that knew what i was going through. i felt so alone, and i know they do too. and i want to reach out to them and be friends with them and tell them i know what they are going through. but the fact is, i don't anymore. it's basically all a distant memory that i have flashbacks to, every now and again. the pain i feel now is nothing compared to then. i wnt them to know that it will all be okay, it finally does end. they will grow up and get out of it and be happy. i just hope they don't forget about these times now, 'cus even though all that shit is nothing i want anymore, its the only time things felt really. i don't think i will ever feel that strongly or deeply about anything again in my life.