i know i've lost weight. i weigh less than i have since i was like 14. i am 21 years old and i have the body of a 14 yr old. i just worked out my bmi and i am fairly underweight.

so

why is it when i look in the mirror i feel fat :( i know i'm not anorexic or anything like that. pretty much all i do is work out when and what i can eat without every feeling hungry. i can't stand feeling hungry so i'm not about to starve myself.

i know i have some kind of obsession or problem 'cus it's about all i can think about. i weigh myself 390248302984 times a day. i am maybe a little bit bulemic :/

but i hate pretty much all of my body. the skinnier i get the more faults i can see. what happns when my metabolism gives way and i put on lots of weight. i think i will die :( how do people cope. why does this affect my happiness so much.

why isn't there an easier way?