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by queenofhearts
we had a chat this morning about whats happening. he pretty much said that its been nice, but he doesn't want anything more. and that he doesn't want to lead me on blah blah. sigh. i knew that, i really did. but i still had some hope i could change his mind. now i have none. it isn't the best feeling. i wish i could go back and change last night. maybe not be so fucking drunk and annoying. i want to just sit down and cry so badly but i'm trying hard not to. if i do that, i won't be able to stop. and mum will be home soon, and i don't want her to worry. plus i've cried way too much this weekend already. i really need to give him up. he's hurt me like this waywayway too many times. but i don't want to.. going to go stand outside now in the freezing cold to try and take my mind off it. i was so sure things were getting better. :(
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Heyy, I've been in the same boat as you before, and I think I am now as well, but what you have to realize is that, sometimes you just have to let go, and just give up on them, because you always think it'll end up like a movie, where they'll come back, but they rarely do, so you just have to learn to let go, and we all get drunk, and all of us gets stupid when we drink sometimes, happens to everyone,

And sometimes, the best things to do when your really sad, just cry and let it all out, but if you do that you have to realize that whatever your sad about, you have to get over it, no matter what it means, because if it's meant to happen, it will, but don't wait around waiting for it to happen.